April 21
Unanswerable questions
When my phone has no signal, it says it’s ‘searching’…
At least it knows what it’s searching for… Often I find myself looking for something that I just can’t place, desiring something that’s just out of sight.
Why are we always wanting the unattainable? We so often ‘need’ that thing that isn’t good for us.
Why can’t we be satisfied with what we have? I realise we were created to have dreams, but do they always have to be so impossible?
It constantly seems too hard, but we don’t give up.. Why is that?
February 28
Hugs should not be forced… They shouldn’t be something you plan.
Hugs are supposed to be spontaneous moments of affection…
So why is it so hard to hug you?
February 21
Normally, I would be so happy that you were single again, but this time, my heart aches for you, because I know how much you loved her. :(
February 17
I haven’t found what I’m looking for, but I will try and be satisfied with you…
February 10
Breakdown.. here it comes
February 9
Don’t play with her heart.
She is a fragile young girl,
and has already been shattered and stomped on time after time.
Don’t screw with her head.
Trust is an issue,
she can’t deal with your mind games.
The late night calls,
don’t make it all any easier.
It’s the conversations that bring a smile, and tears.
On again, off again
She tries to turn away, but keeps coming back
What is it about you that is so irresistible?
She wants a real relationship,
which is not on offer,
So tell me, why does she stick around?
Only to be disappointed over and over again

Photo taken by me
January 30
Truth
Why can’t we hide from reality?
Pack our lives away and shelter from the truth.
Don’t let the world see what is behind the mask,
they will only judge, and scar.
Truth hurts,
So why bother trying?
Just lock the world out,
and sit in your realm of fantasy.
Friendships fade, through lack of truth or care,
the agony comes creeping back in.
Is it worth all the effort, the heartache?
You will only end up here again.
Frowned apon for being youth,
everything held against us.
Saying one thing, but meaning another,
do I really want to grow up?
Don’t let them stop you. Truth hurts, but the lies hurt even worse.